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Everybody and his cousin is sending me notices about the studies for RA. I know all about it. However, I'm tired of wasting my time answering all those questions for nothing. I've been screen seven or eight times for this study only for LMC to do something to cause me to not to get into it. The last time, I was supposed to have be sent the release form for my medical records. I never got it, even though they were supposed to send it immediately via email. The next time they contacted me about the study, I told them about that, and I was  connected to headquarter,. They said they would send it right out. I never got it. Until somebody does something about LMC, I am not going to keep wasting my time trying to sign up for these studies. Only for them to step in and prevent my getting in. It's been over 50 studies that I've tried to enroll in and I've never gotten in one. I am really tired of this.

Why shoud I go back to court if I don't have to do anything
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I don't know why they tell me about these damn hearings if I don't have to be there. For the second time in a row, I just went to court and was given an order. This time showing the ruling date. The defendant's counsel, whoever he was this time, just went to the back and got an order and came and gave it to me. This was after the case was called. I didn't even have to go up to to the judge. I guess that was convenient, but I would've preferred not to come at all. I had a doctor's appointment changed to this date, but didn't accept it because I figured I had to be in court for the hearing. I did not. I was not needed. In fact, the defendant's rep probably could have just sent it to me by email to avoid my having to show up at all. This is how it's been ever since the defendant's filed they appareance. Every hearing since has the judge or court personnel communicating exclusively with the defendant's counsel. So, why have me come there, then if my presence isn't need it? I was telling the Monday Night folks that the coughing and other symptoms keep coming back. I told them I did not want to go to the ER. I could have had an appointment witht the doctor today, but I had a court hearing. Yeah, sure. I wish they would stop wasting my time.
I'm trying to decide if I should go to the next hearing.
Later, once I printed out some phone numbers for the chief judge, I got a call from a guy I met in the law library a few weeks ago. I was hoping he wouldn't try to call me but he did.

So now the judge knows I lied...
loubird
louport
On September 5, 2016, when I went to court for a case management hearing in the food court case, the judge asked if I had received a call from the Defendant. I said, "Yes." He asked, "What did they say?" I said, "Nothing important." I was taken aback by by the questions. I was wondering how the judge knew about the phone call. I did not mention it. I thought the call on September 1, 2016 was made to intimidate me into dropping the case. There was plenty of important information from the call and I put it in an affidavit which I gave to the courtroom clerk last week. Okay, so now he knows I lied. But which is worse? I think he found out about that phone call from my ID thieves at Loop Mortgage Corp.

I will see the judge tomorrow and it may be a little awkward. 

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I went to the appointment with the cardiologist. First, a woman came in and she asked me some questions about my past history. I told her I had stopped taking the medication that caused my blood pressure to increase and led to an ER visit. She told me I should not stop taking it. The increased blood pressure just means I have high blood pressure and I should keep taking. What?




Davey keeps deleting my documents for my replies to defendants answer and their motion for summary judgment. They also changed the information on the websites that used to have information for 200 North Dearborn Property Management Office. Whatever. I can do an affidavit stating that information did exist at one time and I had. However, Loop Mortgage Corp. keeps deleting it. I also could not send email of my documents to the email accounts or the drive.

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For the second week in a row, I went to the place to get mail, and I could not get it. They keep trying to make me stay for the Dinner. I guess Davey wants me there to socialize. I don't want to socialize. Besides, who wants someone around them who has pneumonia? Most people don't. Davey is just thinking of himself and not the people there who would have to come in contact with me.
I got there before 4 pm this time, at about 3:40 pm. A guy was allowed in right before I arrived. As I was trying to ring the bell for case management, I heard the woman start to say one thing but she was interrupted. She was silent. I pressed the button again and this time she told me that I had to wait until 5:00 pm when the meal started to get my mail. I was trying to wait for someone to come to the door to let me inside to at least use the bathroom. They wouldn't even do that. Well, of course, I couldn't sit out in the cold over an hour.
Before leaving, I called and the same woman answered. I told her to tell them not to send my mail back. Two weeks in a row to get the mail. I tried calling them to ask if I even had mail for the prior week, but they wouldn't even answer the phone.
I left. I decided to stop and get three items I needed. I wound-up getting many more.


It was the same thing last week, except I had much more trouble walking there. I had to keep stopping. I was really tired and kept coughing. I finally got there, and I was told essentially the same thing. I was too tired to even think about staying there. I left. I had planned to call to tell them to hold my mail. I knew I would forget, but that is exactly what happened.

I don't know when I will be getting my voice back!
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It's Friday the 13th which may explain some of my issues. That, and Murphy's Law.

I just read an article that said I am probably going to be feelinfg this way for months. I am really tired again. I'm also having chest pain and shortness of breath again.

I was up all night for one thing. I came in last night at about 6 something. I got in the bed and ate the soup I had bought. The guy brough the coffee and the burger. I ate the burger, but could not drink the coffee again. Soon after the souptruck arrived. They had spaghetti and meatballs. I got one and a cup of Kool-aid. I soon after fell asleep while listening to the radio. However, I was awaken at about 11:15 pm and I stayed up after that. I could not get back to sleep. I kept coughing up sputum. I also had to deal with other effects from the pneumonia. I wanted to go out but didn't.

I still wasn't asleep by time rush hour started. I finally fell asleep after daylight, but I don't know when. I was up again by 11 am, and I've been up ever since. I thought I would not be able to go out, but I did after a while. I thought about going back when I got to Van Buren. It was colder than I thought it would be. I've cancelled most of the trips I had planned. I also tried to call the clinic and ask for a refill of medication. I did, but I do not think they heard it. My voice is still hoarse and no matter how loud I want to speak, my voice doesn't seem to get louder.

Some of my items came today, but I don't want to get them until they are all there. I hope that will be next week.
I'm still going to try to get to the law library to see if I can do anything on my Reply, which is due by February 2, 2017.

Although it seemed that the hearing yesterday with the Defendant's attorney earlier than usual so I would miss it, I don't know why. I eventually saw the judge and I got a copy of the order from the woman. I am not sure what the problem is. My reply is not due until the second of February, the defendant's respond and then there is a status a few days later. I don't know why Davey wouldn't want me there for that. It doesn't seem to be that big of a deal.
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I can't believe Davey didn't stop my orders from going through.
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Afrer trying a number of times for the last two weeks to order items from one particular store without success, I had no problem today. I wonder why. I was about to try to order the items from another store, when they suddenly went through without a problem. Also , people had been trhying to discourage me from ordering the items. I know Davey was behind it, but I don't know why. I have one more item to get, and I'll be done. The card is just about at zero too.

I was celebrating that I was out. Now I'm just trying to stay upright. It is suddently so hot in here.

This cold is kicking my ass!
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I could no even listen to the radio last night. I klept falling asleep. I would wake up and then go right back to sleep. I had some coffee, so I was able to sleep. My feet weren't cold, unlkie the previous night. I also had a productive cough, which was part of the problem. Anyhow, now that I know what it is, I can start trying to do something about it.
So today, I couldn't stay up. Same issues. I think Davey sent people over to wake me, and they did. I was finally able to get going after 2:30 pm. Someone came with chicken soup right before I started to leave. I ate that and drank hot chocolate. I couldn't take my backpack. It seemed to heavy. Chest was still hurting.

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loubird
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Transference is a psychological phenomenon in which an individual redirects emotions and feelings, often unconsciously, from one person to another.

Davey, I included the definition of it above. I told you I can't describe how much I hate you. Yet, you insist on trying to find guys for me. STOP IT! YOU'RE WASTING YOUR TIME! I didn't know I was doing this at first, until I stopped liking certain people because of you.

The problem with my sleeping so much is not because I refuse to go to bed when I should (I can't sleep then anyway). It's because of sugar. I fall asleep every time I eat something.


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Davey, please don't have the hypocrites on Tuesday night wake me. They did last night, and I did not get back to sleep for hours.

Also, I don't know if the summary judgment motion was a last second attempt to keep me from filing the motion for sub of judge. If so, I am not sure how effective it will be. Davey, apparently, you didn't notice the last time I was in court, that the deputy in the court was there watching me. Poor Guy! He wanted to look at me as he usually does as he's leaving, but couldn't because she was watching him. I guess someone thinks I'm going to hurt him or something. I don't know, but she was telling the woman sitting, doing the papers that I did something, which is why the usual woman wasn't there. Did you also notice that she followed me out the courtroom? I think that was her way of escorting me out, without saying it. So, andyhow...

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